Today was my first day back to work in the public world for the first time in 10 years, this time as a bank teller. I was nervous. Thank goodness for my boss, the branch manager, who is a very sweet, patient and down-to-earth woman, about my age (42). The other gals range in age from 19 - 23. I sense that my boss is grateful to have another 'mature' woman around - HA! - if she only knew...I feel about as mature as I did when I was 16.
It's going to feel a bit strange having these young gals teaching this old dog new tricks. By all rights, I am old enough to be their mother and then some!
It was nice to get out of my "mom uniform" of t-shirt and stretch knit capris, and into some "real" clothes. It helped me to feel a bit more grown-up. I even wore make-up, which I usually never do. I'm going to have to practice how to even put it on again without looking like a clown.
I was grateful for the quiet office with the comfy chair and view of the water where I spent most of the day reading the new employee orientation online. It sure beats potty training 10 toddlers all day. I was right to pass on the "assistant teacher" job for the 0 - 3 year olds who broke my back. Sweet as they are, and as much as I love to spend time with little ones, they have a way of sucking the energy right out of you in no time.
My boys enjoyed their time at the YMCA after school care in the school's gym. They got a snack and played basketball and board games until I picked them up at 5:30. We went out to our favorite restaurant for dinner on the way home. We call it our second kitchen but it's starting to become our first kitchen as much as we've been going there lately, and the staff has practically become second family. Such is the life of a tired, single mom with scleroderma. We've learned how and where to eat out frugally.
Wow! It's almost 9pm already! My boys fell asleep, one on the couch, one in the recliner, right after their dessert, without brushing their teeth. We're all going to have to get used to a new routine. Tomorrow will be a challenge, as my youngest has basketball practice at 6pm in the same gym as his after school care. The poor kid will be at school from 8:30am - 7pm, the last 4 hours all in that gym. At least my 10 year old can walk over to the library for a change of scenery. I'm gonna have to bring sandwiches for dinner tomorrow.
Adjustments, adjustments....bring 'em on. I'm ready for the challenge and the change. I think I'm going to like this job.