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  1. SCL-70 Antibodies Test

    Hi Moonchild, Welcome to Sclero Forums. I'm sorry you have concerns about scleroderma and test results. Your doctor is going to have to explain the test results as they interpret them in your particular case. For scleroderma diagnosis, the symptoms weigh more than the blood work. I know it seems like "forever" to wait for an appointment when you have pressing questions! If you're having trouble coping with the stress of it, let your primary care doctor know. Many of us needed counseling and/or medication to make a good adjustment to chronic illness. In the meantime, remember, we are here for you.
  2. Sound like Scleroderma? Or just strange fingers?

    Hi Randicats, Welcome to Sclero Forums! Please keep in mind that I have no medical training at all, and verify everything I say with a reliable medical source. As I understand it, in addition to hives on hands, which it might well be, there are conditions similar to Raynaud's that could also be considered, such as erythromelalgia and dyshidrotic eczema. I like the advice in this NORD article on Erythromelalgia, in the Diagnosis section. They suggest taking pictures of flares, and scheduling an exam late in the day. The doctor might try putting your hands in hot water for half an hour, to provoke it. Generically speaking, with Raynaud's you'd likely notice your fingers turning a dead, waxy white or a very dark dusky blue. You'd clearly notice that the circulation was impaired. And then it might turn red upon re-warming. But, Raynaud's rewarming doesn't typically cause itching and blisters. And you're not reporting the white/blue phase or consistent results with exposure to cold. I may be wrong, I often am, but I think most of us with Raynaud's could purposefully bring on an attack by leaving our bare hands in the freezer for a very short while; and in fact one quick test for it is for the doctor to dunk your hands in ice water. In your future, I see perhaps some photos, water dunking, and another doctor visit or two, to nail this down to your complete satisfaction. Please keep in touch and let us know what you find out about this.
  3. Jo Frowde: ISN Board of Directors

    Jo, we are very excited to have you join the ISN Board of Directors! As many of you here know, Jo has been an ISN volunteer since 2010. She has steadily expanded her roles within our organization, as she is always eager to tackle new challenges. We are thrilled with the expertise she will bring to the board, including vast knowledge of ISN processes, policies, and procedures that enable us to tackle scleroderma on all fronts. I'm throwing a Sclero Happy Dance to celebrate!
  4. On January 11, 2018, Jo Frowde accepted the invitation to join the ISN Board of Directors. Jo is also ISN Assistant Webmaster, ISN Sclero Forums Manager, and ISN News Director. Posted 01/11/2018. (Also see ISN: Jo Frowde and How to Volunteer)
  5. Ulcers on fingertips from Raynaud's.

    Hi Pico, Welcome to Sclero Forums! I'm sorry you have ulcers on your fingertips. Your doctor needs to examine your ulcers and tell you how to treat them. We have a section that lists the various options, see Digital Ulcer Treatments. Many of us have found it helpful to become experts in trying to avoid digital ulcers in the first place. It's not entirely foolproof, but it does help to do everything possible to avoid attacks of Raynaud's. One rule of thumb to keep in mind with ulcers is that if they are not healing, it means they are getting worse! And this is definitely something to be discussing with your scleroderma expert.
  6. 5 yr old newly diagnosed with en coup de sabre

    Hello MNMOM, Welcome to Sclero Forums. I'm sorry your daughter has en coup de sabre, but I'm delighted that you found us, and that you are pursuing expert care for her.
  7. Raynaud's and warm or cold weather

    Hi Steff, Welcome to Sclero Forums! Congratulations on quitting smoking, that is one of the very best possible things you can do to improve your odds of living longer and better with scleroderma. I know what a truly major achievement it is to quit smoking (I rate it as the hardest thing I've ever done in my life), so I'm throwing my own Sclero Happy Dance for you! Please see your doctor about your leg swelling. There are two different types of edema (swelling): pitting and nonpitting. Pitting means if you poke the swollen part with your finger, it stays indented. With nonpitting, it just pops straight back again. Pitting edema can be caused by things like heart disease; nonpitting is often caused by lymphedema. Your doctor can figure out which type you have and with any luck devise a way to deal with it. Also, be sure to review your medications. (I swell up like a balloon on Norvasc, and even ibuprofen.) Please let us know what you find out from your doctor, too.
  8. CREST Sufferer.

    Hi Taryn, I want to welcome you to Sclero Forums. Have they found any way to lesson your husband's joint pain, yet?
  9. Raynauds digital ulcer

    Susil, welcome to Sclero Forums! I'm very sorry that you have a painful digital ulcer. Please try to see a listed scleroderma expert, from the link that Jo gave you. Even if that's not possible, please keep going back to your doctor until it resolves. See if there are any "wound treatment centers" in your area, as those centers specialize in the treatment of wounds. See if there is a larger medical center or university hospital that you could go to. The thing with digital ulcers is, if they are not healing, then they are getting worse. With scleroderma, digital ulcers can lead to amputations. Everything and anything that helps improve circulation may help assist in healing. Which means removing all sources of vasoconstrictors, such as caffeine, nicotine, alcohol, chocolate. Staying warm from head to toe is critically important. (Also see Raynaud's Prevention and Treatments for Digital Ulcers) Iloprost side effects can be very uncomfortable, but often they are treatable (such as anti nausea or anti diarrhea medications) and for most of us, preferable to gangrene/amputation. There are also many other treatments! It can be very painful and unpleasant to heal a digital ulcer. Please let us know how you are doing, and what steps you are taking to encourage the healing process.
  10. Left leg swelling and SD

    Hi Ronald, Please bear in mind that I'm neither a medical nor psychiatric professional of any sort. So all I can give you is my layperson's understanding. As I understand it, anxiety so severe that we are unable to leave the house is usually called agoraphobia. Perhaps you could read up about that, and if the shoe fits, see if you can find treatment for it, as it is a very treatable problem. The most amazing thing is that we don't need to bother getting over fear. It's okay for the fear to remain. Agoraphobia usually develops as a side-effect of panic attacks, although I had a friend who developed it as a side-effect of asthma attacks (because she and her doctors mistook her asthma for a panic attack for many years.) Your doctor might figure that if you were able to get out of the house for the tests, you should be able to get out of the house to hear the results. However, as a patient myself, I see a difference here because test results are more daunting for most of us, than the tests themselves. Thus, it would make sense to suffer more anxiety over that. But, as Jo points out, you can't resolve a significant health problem without going to the doctor. So, first up for you is figuring out a first step, that you can take today, for treating anxiety. Since you're inside the house, that would probably be a phone call. Who can you call? Do you have a counselor or psychiatrist? If so, start by calling them right this minute. If not, then start figuring out how to find one by tomorrow. Don't worry about the whole thing of needing to leave the house to see them. They should understand the hurdle of that. At least, you'd think so, right? Please let us know how this goes. We'll be here for you, and we'll be rooting for you!
  11. Undifferentiated Connective Tissue Disease

    Hello April, Welcome to Sclero Forums! I'm sorry you have UCTD. Most unfortunately, often wait-and-see is the only way they can sort out autoimmune diseases. About half the time, the symptoms and test results remain so confusing that UCTD always remains the primary diagnosis. As it happens, I had the UCTD label for a long time, before things sorted themselves out. I found it a bit nerve-wracking to think that the entire world of autoimmunity was open to me, with absolutely no idea as to whether my symptoms at the time were all it would ever be. I wanted to avoid worsening of anything, if I possibly could. I felt this sense of urgency, to properly diagnose and treat, so I was alarmed that my doctors were just like, oh ho hum, maybe someday we'll figure this out. If we're in the mood for it. Maybe, maybe not. For some reason, people who haven't had UCTD, seem to think of UCTD as being this rather mild, seemingly harmless label; like it is a great improvement over having lupus or scleroderma or rheumatoid arthritis. But from my own experience, I can tell you that I actually felt better once they began defining more specific diseases out of the UCTD mess that I was in. It's like then at least the range of possibilities was narrowed a bit; I could focus on that disease, seek treatments for it, and know where I "belonged", with more certainty, in the realm of patient support. Right now, what I can tell you is that you've come to the right place for support, whether or not you remain UCTD forever. We understand the difficult process of living with disease, of wondering what disease it is, of trying to hammer it out with logic until we find the right information and resources to deal with it, as best we can. Please bear in mind that I'm not a doctor, that I have no medical training at all. Just in general, women with scleroderma face an average of six years of wandering in the wilderness of odd symptoms and perhaps even odder test results, before diagnosis. This includes well-balanced, intelligent, educated medical consumers, such as you, who seek the best information and support for their condition. And this can happen even to those who seek expert care; sometimes they still need to be monitored for years before certainty finally arrives. All that said, if I were you, and had a doctor who didn't seem to care about anticentromere antibodies and Raynaud's (etc), I'd probably do the January follow-up and then decide whether or not I thought it was time to see a listed scleroderma expert. The reason I say this is because the average rheumatologist may only see one or two cases of scleroderma in their entire career. So it's not at the top of their radar. However, scleroderma experts pretty much know (or privately suspect) scleroderma when they see it, and so they can sort out the differences between, say, lupus and scleroderma, or even sclerolupus, more easily than a "regular" rheumatologist. But you need to bear in mind that this is not a quick and easy thing, even with experts. The harsh reality is that you may still be UCTD for years. And that has nothing at all to do with you or your doctors....it's just that autoimmune diagnosis can be THAT elusive. But please, no worries. You may lay them down and rest them here in this forum. Because regardless, come what may -- we will be here for you.
  12. Rituximab

    Hi Ally, Welcome to Sclero Forums. It's my impression that many disease modifying agents, such as Rituximab, take time to produce noticeable results. It's not like many drugs to relieve specific symptoms, such as taking a pill for heartburn and having it quelled within the hour. But Rituximab they are likely to first check to see if there's any progress at about the 8-week mark, and improvements are likely to keep blossoming for about six months. I know how hard it is to just wish-hope-wait with new treatments, but it's likely something that takes a big picture view, like evaluating every few months to see the general trend over time. I try to take a mental snapshot of my overall health at the end of each year. How did I fare over the holiday season, as opposed to the year before? How does that compare to five or ten years ago? Some years I'm surprised by the comparison. It's easy to get caught up in dealing with daily symptoms, and not even realize when some symptoms have improved or even vanished. We can heal, or worsen, at the cellular level before it produces anything worthy enough to gain our attention. It's still very "early days" for you with Rituximab, and you are thus quite likely to be feeling a bit better, in the coming weeks and months.
  13. Undiagnosed and with high anxiety.

    Hi Lacey, Welcome to Sclero Forums. I'm thrilled that you're seeking counseling to learn how to reduce the anxiety inspired by the potential threat of autoimmune disease. Anxiety can totally trash our quality of life, and like Jo mentioned, can actually cause negative changes in our health. Kudos to you for recognizing it's impact on you and taking restorative action! Resilience doesn't come naturally to me, so I'm very thankful that it is a skill that we can all learn. I have a whole arsenal of tricks to create resilience now -- and one of the best first tools I ever discovered was seeking a good counselor to help guide me through major life changes, and then even minor disruptions that I found more problematic than others. For those reading this thread who have just realized they could benefit from some counseling to restore their equilibrium (or perhaps even discover it for the first time) but who don't know where to turn, usually primary care doctors are a good resource for referral to an appropriate resource. They can generally help us decide if we could benefit from full blown psychiatric testing and evaluation, or just "regular" counseling, etc. Learning new ways to develop resilience will serve you well, no matter what comes your way in life!
  14. Scleroderma and Sjogrens

    Hi Luwana, Welcome to Sclero Forums! As it happens, quite a few of us have both Sjogren's and scleroderma. They figure about 20% of people with scleroderma also have Sjogren's. It's also not unusual to be diagnosed with Sjogren's first, for any number of reasons. One reason might be because Sjogren's, and Hashimoto's (autoimmune thyroid disease), are thought to be "gateway" diseases to autoimmunity. But part of that might be because those diseases are more common and much easier to suspect and diagnose than many of the rarer and more unusual autoimmune diseases, such as scleroderma. Also, Sjogren's can "go systemic", imitating or overlapping with many symptoms of scleroderma. I don't know your particular situation, but many of us with overlaps tend to get delayed diagnosis, since things get so confusing.
  15. Help with ANA

    Hi Lynn, Welcome to Sclero Forums. You pose an interesting question, and Dr. Thomas Lehman of the Hospital for Special Surgery in New York has posted an article about this issue, entitled ANA titers, what to do? Here's an excerpt: "General guidelines I use. 1) If the patient has symptoms of rheumatic disease they should be evaluated no matter what the ANA result. 2) If the patient has an ANA of 1:40 or less and no one knows why the test was done there is a good chance it means nothing – but you can’t be sure. If the ANA is 1:80 you are in ‘no man’s land.’ If the ANA is 1:160 or higher, a pediatric rheumatologist should take a look – not all of them will have something, but some will." So, the question to go back to your doctor with is, do you have symptoms of rheumatic disease? Migraines and anxiety are very common conditions; and people with anxiety are much more prone to migraines; and I must add, migraines can also cause anxiety, it is a two-way street. As you've noted, neither migraines nor anxiety are listed symptoms for the diagnosis of scleroderma. I'm sure it's very uncomfortable to have health anxiety plus an ANA test that lands you in this "no man's land". To reduce it a bit, perhaps you could discuss with your doctor making a plan to only have your ANA tested again if you develop significant symptoms of autoimmune disease in general. As Jo mentioned, anxiety has adverse effects on health and the enjoyment of life, so tackle the issue in every healthy way you can find. It might be that your anxiety is subtly pressuring your doctor to search for more "causes" and that can increase your anxiety, and stimulate more searches, etc. I often push back on medical tests, asking my doctor, so if I flunk the test, then what happens? Sometimes we are healthy enough, or otherwise sick enough, or old enough, that the tests are just not really necessary. I don't suffer from anxiety, although of course I'm only human, so I certainly experience it from time to time. You'll encounter many people who think they understand what you are going through, but who, like me, really don't understand because isolated experiences of lesser intensity are not at all the same as continual or more severe suffering. That's why I concur with Jo to be sure to also seek counseling (if you haven't already), so that you have someone who truly understands and can give you very practical steps to cope for the time being, in hopes of eventual recovery. We've recently added a topic, the Endocannabinoid System. You might find that research interesting, since disruption of the endocannabinoid system might be relevant to many disease states, including anxiety and migraines, and some autoimmune diseases like multiple sclerosis and scleroderma, as well. Here are some warm hugs, just for you, and in hopes you feel a bit better soon.