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  1. Hi Cathy,

     

    First of all, we should be celebrating the good news, which is that it sounds like your doctors have already ruled out the very worst causes of chest pain, such as heart or lung troubles. So let's take a deep breath while we all rejoice over that! 

     

    So now it's down to troubleshooting the lesser causes. See 19 Important Causes of Chest Pain by doctor's Opinion.  Given scleroderma, some of the more likely culprits would be costochondritis, heartburn or esophageal spasms, muscle tension, or anxiety.

     

    I've had random chest pains for over 20 years.  Once I had the baseline testing done that ruled out the severe and acute causes, my doctor just explained it could be this, that, or the other thing, and simply not to worry about it unless it goes on for over 5 minutes, is significantly different, or is accompanied by other symptoms.

     

    Variously, my chest pains have been due to esophageal spasms, heartburn, pneumonia, pleurisy, influenza, bronchitis, pericarditis, a mammary gland infection, Raynaud's of the nipples, muscle strain (from pushing a car), palpitations, referred pain from gallbladder, mitral valve prolapse, and costochondritis.  Plus, then there are just random ones that appear out of nowhere and resolve themselves without any further ado -- and a fair number that I've personally chalked up to fibromyalgia, when they occur along with other roving aches and pains. 

     

    So, one thing to keep in mind is that you might be having more than one source at the same time, which can really confuse things.  Overall, I like to take comfort in whatever they've proven likely won't kill me today, which helps reduce anxiety, which can also cause or worsen chest pain.  Plus, one source of chest pain does NOT mean that all chest pain is due to that particular source. 

     

    There's such a fine line between reacting and over-reacting, and never is the line quite as difficult to find, as when dealing with chest pain -- it is the most common cause of all for emergency room visits. So, my thoughts are with you as you get this sorted out. 

     

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  2. Hi Cde311,

     

    As it happens, we always recommend that people consult their scleroderma expert regarding diet and lifestyle changes.  It's not as straightforward as the internet might suggest and scleroderma can pose complications to standard health advice in many ways. 

     

    The autoimmune protocol can be difficult or nigh impossible for many people to follow, even for a short time (but I've followed it briefly, here and there). It also might not be necessary or necessarily helpful; so discuss the pros and cons and any concerns with your expert. 

     

    The thing is, we often try to tweak our diet, unaware that leaky gut can also be worsened by poor sleep, stress, gut bacteria, too much OR too little exercise, alcohol, drugs and even toxic relationships. Looking beyond only food to balance our entire life can also be very helpful with autoimmunity. 

     

    And there's the perennial pitfall with scleroderma, in that, our immune systems are already in overdrive, and not under-drive (like AIDS). Sometimes an ill-advised health kick -- which might be very good for any healthy person -- can lead to strengthening our body's ability to attack itself.

     

    Going on a high protein diet, for example, may stress scleroderma kidneys which are already vulnerable to sudden failure. Many diet changes can worsen pre-existing problems with esophageal and bowel problems.  Such as, increasing fiber can lead to potentially fatal bowel complications in someone who's g.i. motility is weakened from scleroderma.  That's why knowledge is power with scleroderma and it's so great you even asked about this! 

     

    Now that we have it understood that this is not a do-it-yourself job, but rather one that we research ourselves and then work with our listed scleroderma expert on, here are some additional resources for you to consider:  Food Guide for Autoimmune Disease, Diet and Scleroderma, Endocannibinoid System (for CBD), and Heartburn/GERD

     

    Cannabidiol (CBD) derivatives are emerging as a potential treatment for scleroderma (and other illnesses), with several clinical trials in progress.  CBD is the part of marijuana that doesn't get you high, so "pure" CBD is legal everywhere, but there are FDA warnings about improper labeling, etc. So in areas that have legal marijuana, it's best to get medical grade CBD from a dispensary. See: CBD for Scleroderma and Warnings for CBD.

     

    The GERD link above also has ideas for naturally managing symptoms, such as how to elevate the head of the bed, which side to sleep on, etc. 

     

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  3. Hi Cde311,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums. Under the circumstances, it might be pretty good to talk to your doctor.  It'd be reasonable to set an appointment to discuss these results and to begin rounding up a scleroderma expert. 

     

    I know the first impulse most of us have is to be scared out of our wits and want to make it all go away (like with a stem cell transplant). But, trust me, very shortly you'll have a more balanced view, and realize this is far more often a chronic illness that is manageable.  Joint pain and GERD are usually especially manageable and perhaps that's all you'll ever experience from illness, because there is no predictable progression for scleroderma (it can wax and wane all on it's own, even without any treatment of the underlying condition.) 

     

    Also you'll find reassurance from many of us who were given a brutal and hopeless prognosis decades ago, yet we are still alive and kicking!  Treatments and clinical trials are continually improving quality of life and outcomes for people with scleroderma and related illnesses.  

     

    Generally speaking, stem cell transplants are reserved for those of us with very rapid onset and severe diffuse scleroderma; it's not the common or usual treatment of choice, given that it can sometimes have drastic or fatal complications with scleroderma.

     

    Fortunately, joint pain and GERD are not life-threatening and are easily managed with ordinary symptom treatment. Not having skin involvement or Raynaud's at this point is excellent and is likely a harbinger of a slow disease course or good long term outcomes.  In fact, you may not even reach the clinical criteria for diagnosis yet, which often relies on the presence of symptoms such as Raynaud's, pulmonary fibrosis, or tight skin, for example.  But there is an effort afoot to try to identify "early stage" scleroderma. 

     

    You may fit that category but be aware that 50% of people with some symptoms of connective tissue disease and some positive blood work never go on to develop a full-blown specific disease such as scleroderma. Thus, the odds are excellent that you might be put in a "watch and wait" category for regular follow-ups. Now, that's a good thing, not being so sick as to ever acquire a diagnosis, but it's a bad thing because of the psychological limbo it can leave people in, wanting a diagnosis to verify it's real or that we're not faking it, for example. 

     

    As it happens, I know people with a few symptoms and some antibody or another who've been followed for ten years before they were declared to be free of connective tissue diseases, such as lupus or scleroderma; and some who were diagnosed and then later on the diagnosis was overturned.  Imagine, all that time spent convinced they might maybe were going to die soon, and then disappointing everyone by keeping on ticking and then, being healthy in the end, after all that physical and emotional ruckus! 

     

    For the time being, you are alive, you are basically okay without life-threatening complications (that we know of.)  But you are most understandably feeling threatened by the scleroderma monster (we all were, all of us who researched anything, at least.)  That should fade within the next few weeks, as you gain insight and knowledge about the disease and the people who have it. 

     

    So, enough of this. Your first obligation is to seek expert care and evaluation. Quite likely, you'll end up in the watch and wait category (merely because the vast majority of us do, often for many years before we know what end is up).  It's an average of six years from onset to diagnosis for women, which is adverse by any measure, but it's also a reality that means we need to find ways of coping in the meantime.  

     

    In particular, you might want to study our information on Diagnosis of SclerodermaEndocannabinoid System and Scleroderma, also Skeletal Involvement,  GERD, and, most importantly of all, listed scleroderma experts

     

    I'm glad you found us.  Things are the scariest they'll ever be right now; you should feel a lot better, or at least more comforted, soon, now that you're around people who "get it." 

     

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  4. Hi Anda,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums. I'm sorry that your mom has Overlap and that she has new symptoms. Please keep in mind that I'm not a doctor and verify everything I say with a reliable medical source. 

     

    As you may know, scleroderma can affect any part of the body, including the intestines, and slow motility is a very common result of that. She'd be wise to consult a listed scleroderma expert, if possible. 

     

    Also, motility issues are sometimes caused by medication side effects (pain killers being a very common culprit).  See Bowel Dysfunction in Systemic Sclerosis.  Some of us have been able to switch to medical-source CBD for pain relief, thus avoiding side effects like low motility.  CBD is the non-psychoactive part of marijuana (meaning, it doesn't get you high).  See Endocannibinoid System and Scleroderma. Also note the FDA warning, which is why a legitimate medical source for CBD is crucial.

     

    Due to special circumstances, I have to have a colonoscopy every year.  So I'm well aware that they are unpleasant and even risky.  If by any chance your mother is over age 70, it's likely that the risks may outweigh any potential benefits.  See Do You Really Need That Colonoscopy? by AARP.

     

    Be sure that she doesn't make any major diet (or other) changes without sound medical advice from a scleroderma expert. With scleroderma, for example, it can be dangerous (as in deadly) to add a lot of fiber, and some people find it necessary to go on a low fiber diet, or what is called a Low Motility Diet, which should be designed by a nutritionist.  It isn't a do-it-yourself job to undertake such a diet, so don't try to force any diet changes on her but rather encourage and enable the consultations it may require. 

     

    Her necrosis might be a complication of steroid treatment. Steroids can pose special problems for scleroderma patients, but sometimes there's not many viable treatment options. However, it's always good to be aware of the issue and to see if alternatives are available.  See Steroid Warnings for Scleroderma

     

    Overall, your mother may be encountering a common complication of scleroderma, or side effect of medication which is just less tolerable along with scleroderma, and it may be beneficial to weigh risk and benefits of the procedure with her scleroderma expert, in case a more conservative approach can be tried first (which will depend on many factors.)

     

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  5. Hi Tamster,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums.  It sounds like you have a pretty good handle on things already.  My tip would be to try to learn how to enjoy and not stress over the medical tests, because they will become your new normal.  The vast majority of tests you have taken will turn out with normal results, or they will pick up stray things that eventually turn out to be nothing.  The wait between having the tests and getting the results can be excessive and thus nerve-wracking. 

     

    Your first round of tests is likely to turn out basically fine. At this very early stage, they just need to establish your baseline, of how your hearts, lungs, kidneys and g.i. tract are functioning right now so that any changes can be detected early. They are not expecting to find any major problems for years down the road (even if that).  Most of us waste too much emotional energy on the initial doctor appointments, perhaps from trying to prepare ourselves emotionally in case anything bad does turn up. 

     

    Eventually I got the hang of not troubling trouble until trouble troubles me -- but I didn't learn that as quickly or easily as I would've wished, and if I had it to do over again, I'd have focused more on finding ways to relax and add joy to my life during that stage.  Attempt to learn about the issues, stay organized, try to stay chill, try not to get too worked up about things because like as not, this is a very long term condition to deal with, and stress only makes everything worse.

     

    And, stay plugged in to Sclero Forums, as we are all here for you! 

     

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  6. Hi Cmfc,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums. 

     

    Please keep in mind that I'm not a doctor and have no medical training at all, and that I'm also going into detail for others who may stumble upon this thread with similar issues.

     

    Perhaps I should explain that, to the best of my understanding, the shortness of breath that goes along with things like pulmonary fibrosis and pulmonary hypertension typically onset very slowly and so gradually that it is sometimes even hard to recognize.  With both, the most common exacerbation would be with exertion; and usually it's just the usual/normal/expected onset of the typical shortness of breath that any healthy person would get with too much exertion -- but it onsets earlier than before, without de-conditioning being the root cause. 

     

    Whereas, shortness of breath occurring at rest, but not with exertion, would likely have a different cause. You may have residual congestion from your cold, the onset of flu or pneumonia, or good ol' fashioned anxiety over the very stressful worry about illness and diagnosis.  It's entirely normal to be hyper-vigilant, upset and depressed for a few weeks following any major life change (such as this).  Seeking information and support, like you are doing, typically gets us back to our usual level of sanity within a few weeks.  But probably the majority of us (even me) sought out private counseling and/or medication to learn how to best cope with such drastic changes, and get our equilibrium back. 

     

    Whenever something drastic happens, it's good to set an internal timer if we feel our reaction is going downhill. Usual symptoms would be not sleeping well, feeling exhausted, emotional quivering, feeling cranky or irritable, being tearful, turning to alcohol or drugs for comfort, feeling sorry for ourselves, and eating too little or too much. Or, just having one dominating thought that is difficult or nigh impossible to turn off.  It's okay to allow ourselves some space to adjust on our own, let's say, up to two weeks.  If we're not seeing significant improvement by then, it's wise to seek extra help and support to avoid developing a chronic mental health condition (such as major depression or chronic anxiety.) 

     

    Since you're at the two week mark, and you're noticing something (either physical or mental or even both together), then it may be a good idea to see your primary care doctor.  It's almost weird to *not* have an emotional reaction to such sudden and scary prospects as a potential chronic illness, so don't waste a minute feeling bad about it. I view times of big change, like this, as prime opportunities to improve my ability to cope with stress, since the usual happy daily life doesn't require much effort from us to maintain our stability. 

     

    Plus, who knows -- you might have an additional reason (cold, flu, pneumonia) for your shortness of breath, and it could even be several items together (congestion from the cold, stress of the diagnosis stuff, and very early stages of fibrosis).  But any way you mark it, this would not at all be *only* the onset of, say, pulmonary fibrosis, and in that regard, you would be in no immediate danger at all. 

     

    I've had some lung fibrosis for over 20 years now; it was beyond the inflammation stage when it was caught, so I didn't even need treatment for it. And I had chronic shortness of breath on pretty minimal exertion since then, which could have been even just simple de-conditioning, but it turned out to be due to dermatomyositis (a very rare autoimmune disease that weakens muscles) -- and it suddenly resolved upon successful treatment for the myositis. 

     

    Scleroderma is a chronic illness, sometimes with acute exacerbations, and the reason it's chronic is because it typically simply fails to kill us right away.  It's more normal to live with the illness for years and decades -- rather than days or weeks, which is how many of us imagine our prognosis to be, in the beginning.

     

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  7. Hi Helen,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums.  The SCL-75 usually occurs in people who have scleroderma in overlap with polymyositis. Polymyositis is an autoimmune disease that affects the muscles.  It's possible that your shortness of breath might be from muscle weakness, rather than fibrosis, etc.  Also see: Polymyositis and Dermatomyositis.

     

    I think it'd be worthwhile for you to consult a scleroderma expert.  They are few and far between but worth tracking down. 

     

    The great news is that the myositis is more treatable than the scleroderma, and treatments for it may well improve some scleroderma symptoms, too. 

     

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  8. Hi Julie,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums.

     

    Even with morphea, it can be beneficial to see a listed scleroderma expert, to make sure you are on the best possible treatment plan.  Lately, the first-line treatment for morphea is UVA1 phototherapy. See that and other options at: Morphea Treatments on our main website. 

     

    If side effects of plaquenil are not life-threatening, many times they can be overcome by taking the daily dose at bedtime, which is what enabled me to stay on it for years. But, you may want to see a scleroderma expert, and inquire about additional treatment options. 

     

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  9. Hello Deepak,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums!  Please click on the link for Dr. Patel that you find on this page: https://www.sclero.org/scleroderma/experts/worldwide/a-to-z.html#india

     

    We've been trying to find experts and resources for India for years. So please let us know whatever you can find.  We have some patient stories from India, which I'm sure you'd like to read.  They are listed at: India Patient Stories on Main Site

     

    My tip would be to stay actively involved in the forums, saying hello and responding to other people here (even if they have a different type of scleroderma), because it will help keep your question at the forefront, and will also help you to network and build more patient resources for India. 

     

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  10. Hi Pamilla,

     

    Burning sensations can occur with the development and progression of scleroderma skin involvement (and of course with other far more common conditions.)  So, the sooner you get checked and begin quelling the inflammation, the better!

     

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  11. Hi Doe,

     

    I spent a few decades misdiagnosed with fibromyalgia, which turned out to be dermatomyositis (in overlap with scleroderma and many other friends). 

     

    It's actually called the PM/SCL-70 antibody.  I have the PM/SCL-100 antibody.  The PM stands for polymyositis -- which is an autoimmune disease that attacks the muscles. It hangs around with dermatomyositis, which attacks both the muscles and the skin. And they all hang with scleroderma on occasion, especially in those with the PM/Scl antibody. 

     

    Unfortunately, when I first was bedridden and in a wheelchair, a few decades ago, it was missed due to the rashes being misdiagnosed as psoriasis and the muscle weakness and pain put off on fibromyalgia, largely because this blood test hadn't yet been invented, and also because I came down with way too many things all at once, so it took decades to sort them all out. 

     

    So, perhaps this is related to some plaque morphea for you. But perhaps it indicates something else. Unfortunately these are all very rare conditions and finding a doctor to properly diagnose can be an enormous challenge. Sometimes it entails doing enough research on your own to eliminate all sorts of things, in order to find out what expert to consider. 

     

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  12. Diane, welcome to Sclero Forums!  I'm glad you have a UVA1 light box.  Please don't use it until you have specific instructions from a board certified dermatologist who specializes in skin diseases.  

     

    To locate such a doctor, start researching dermatology clinics in your city. You'll notice some focus more on cosmetics, some on cancer, and other doctors (sometimes the whole clinic) focuses more on skin diseases.  See if their site lists UVA or UVB therapy; that is a strong clue that you may have the right office. If you do the online legwork of researching for the best doctor, it will save you lots of grief down the road. 

     

    They will prescribe whether or not you need to use a cream/lotion, instruct you on using goggles, and precisely prescribe a regimen for you, such as how many inches to be away from the light source, how many seconds each treatment should be, and how to gradually increase the sessions.  Then they will monitor you frequently for progress and possible complications such as skin cancer. 

     

    Please let us know when you get an appointment and how it goes, etc.  It's great to get on a healing path as soon as possible! 

     

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  13. Hi Pamilla,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums.  As it happens, it'd be a great idea for you to see the doctor about this.  It could be a run-of-the-mill skin disorder, such as eczema or rosacia, or even skin involvement of scleroderma, or any combination or other ailment or allergic reaction.

     

    In the skin tightening phase, I've experienced various degrees of swelling, burning, itching, tightness, tethering, and paresthesia.  Once the tightening episode settles down, then the pain and discomfort largely goes away (at least, the burning, itching which was the part that initially nearly drove me crazy for a bit, trying to figure out what it was and how to cope with it.) 

     

    Some skin conditions occur in plaques on just one side of the body, others occur pretty much in tandem on both sides of the body.  So one thing they look at is, is it just a patch, is it all over; is there a color change to it or not; is it scaling or blistering; is it growing or stable; does it peel or shed; is it red or hot; does it hurt or not, and what part of the face is it affecting? 

     

    Get seen right away because this may be a treatable phase of inflammation, for whatever is causing it.  Please call the office of your listed scleroderma expert and ask them what your next step should be.  It's easier to quell scleroderma (and many other ailments) in initial stages, than to reverse any damage that has already accrued. 

     

    And, please let us know what you find out.  My face alone has encountered scleroderma, microstomia (mouth becoming smaller due to scleroderma), dermatomyositis rashes around my eyes and scalp (misdiagnosed as psoriasis), acne, rosacea, eczema, actinic keratosis, age spots, and squamous cell -- often overlapping with each other.  It can help enormously to have a board certified dermatologist who has a strong interest in skin diseases -- many of them specialize in cosmetic procedures or skin cancers, so it can take some digging to find them but a good resource can also be a referral from your scleroderma expert. 

     

    Always remember that just because you have scleroderma, it doesn't preclude anything else from happening.  In fact, in my case, I'd say it opened the immune system wide for nearly anything to waltz in and raise havoc, although things have settled down dramatically over the past few years, and I'm much better right now. 

     

    I'm not saying you'll encounter all of this, I have a very rare case of overlap. But what I am trying to point out is that we should never assume that any new symptom is from an already-diagnosed condition.

     

    If any symptoms is new or different or worse, please get it checked out promptly! 

     

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  14. Hi LJ,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums. I'm sorry that you haven't been feeling well and are having such a struggle trying to find answers.  A concerning thing to me is that you mention that you are quite depressed, and obviously it's hard to tell which way to turn.  

     

    You might be right about being depressed, and getting that evaluated and treated would then help clear up some of your symptoms.  But swollen glands point more to a CFS/Fibromyalgia angle; and red and disfigured joints point towards arthritis.  It'd be important for your doctor(s) to see you and to document the red joints, as that indicates an inflammatory condition that could be treated -- and, scleroderma is a form of arthritis but it does not cause red, swollen joints; that is more of a rheumatoid arthritis thing. (And bear in mind, I am not a doctor, and I am hugely oversimplifying!)  

     

    It'd be possible, for example, to have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome that then causes depression and swollen glands.  With fibromyalgia, you'd likely be complaining more about sore and aching muscles, and you'd have trigger points that are very easily tested even by a family doctor, to help point towards the diagnosis.  But, with CFS, the muscle pain and trigger points are lacking. It's very common for depression to overlap with fibromyalgia, CFS, and rheumatic/arthritis/autoimmune conditions.  But no matter what causes it or what ailments it may hang around with, the depression is critical to diagnose and treat (especially since it can be a symptom of other illnesses, and it can make any illness much harder to cope with.) Also see: Differentiating Between CFS and Primary Depression.

     

    I'd start by getting the easiest things diagnosed and treated, such as depression. Then you'd have more energy to pursue answers for the swollen glands and red joints, which will take returning to rheumatology.  

     

    There's also this catch-22 when we're discouraged by being ill, in that, doctors are obliged to "do no harm" and if a patient is depressed but not treated for it, their doctor may be reluctant to put anything more on their plate (like a diagnosis that they couldn't handle emotionally.)  And, they may also write off all of the patient's symptoms as due to mental illness, when that mental illness isn't treated. But, once it's adequately treated, then they can clearly distinguish what symptoms are "left over", know that we're in shape to handle more challenges, and that we are capable of cooperating with the often very demanding schedule of tests that it takes to get diagnosed with many conditions. 

     

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  15. Hi Doe333,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums.  I just thought I'd add that SCL-70 can occur in morphea (as well as many other antibodies).  There's an old study from 2009, Morphea subtypes are distinct autoimmune syndromes.  People with autoimmune thyroid disease, such as Grave's or Hashimoto's, have about a 10-15% risk of developing another autoimmune disease.  That means it doesn't guarantee it, by a long shot, but also that the risk is higher than for people without Hashimoto's.  Hashimoto's also increases the "index" level of SCL-70. 

     

    Perhaps you've already encountered all the autoimmune issues that you're prone to.  Who knows?  The question would be what symptoms, if any, you still have remaining after the Hashimoto's is properly treated, and then, what they add up to.  It'd probably be good to study the systemic scleroderma symptom checklist, and to have baseline testing done, just in case. 

     

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    It's especially important to sign up now, before the holiday shopping sets in.  It doesn't "cost" the shopper anything at all, but a small fraction (0.5%) of every purchase goes to the charity of your choice. 

     

    The Amazon Smile charity that you want to support is:  International Scleroderma Network .  It's hard to pronounce and harder to spell, so you can just copy it from there to your browser.  Learn more at About Amazon Smile.  And, if you're already registered with them for another charity, you can change it!  Why not change it to help all your friends at sclero.org?  Great idea!  Yes, do this thing now!  

     

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  17. Hi Rachel,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums!

     

    Here's a Science Direct link discussing SCL-70 antibodies.  I don't know how the severity range would work for SCL-70 but they do refer to higher numbers out of range as indicating more disease severity.  The highest SCL-70 that I recall hearing about was around 150; and in that light, 5 would be extremely low. But as you see, it's already plenty enough to be positive, in it's own right.  And the really high results for SCL-70 strongly tend to be those with Overlap Syndrome, so what I'd take out of this is that you are likely out of the woods for having a really severe Overlap syndrome, which is always a pleasant thought to hold, right there.

     

    Try not to think of the antibodies as meaning very much other than a possible indicator; and more for your scleroderma expert to ponder.  

     

    It always gets straight back to symptoms.  Very loosely speaking, if the illness onsets slowly (the normal course) then any progression is liable to be slow, too; and if it onsets rapidly with severe symptoms, that is likely the way it will progress, lacking any intervention. 

     

    Basically, whatever your symptoms are, THEY are what's truly important, not the blood work.  I've had marvelous blood work (other than antibodies) when I was extremely sick, and totally whacked test results when I was otherwise fine. 

     

    Please spend more time right now just focusing on getting an appointment with a real, listed, scleroderma expert. Then let them interpret the test results, and get plugged into a solid system for support and information.  You know, like our Forums!  :i-care:

     

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  18. Quote

    "I've actually only come here for the company":wink:

     

    Hi LaBellaVita,

     

    I should perhaps explain that our entire scleroderma support staff is taking comedy classes right now, in an effort to lighten up. 

     

    Jo is one of our star pupils :fairy:and she's definitely won our Joke of the Day award, with this gem! 

     

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  19. Hi LaBellaVita,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums!  As it happens, the natural course of the disease is to wax and wane, often improving on it's own even without any treatment.  This unpredictable course is what has made it inordinately hard to study potential treatments for the disease.  Often a treatment will sail through the first two phases of clinical trials, and then flunk third phase, right when everyone feels excited about announcing a possible "cure" for scleroderma. 

     

    Because of this wavering course of disease, our own individual experiences don't count for very much to scientists, and only the large scale clinical trials can be relied upon.  That said, I've had plenty of treatments and lifestyle changes myself that seem to have greatly improved my health, at least for the time being. 

     

    The actual danger lurking in such improvements is that we'll let our guard down, perhaps stop having our regular scleroderma expert follow-ups, or abandon a treatment that we haven't given sufficient credit to for our improvement.  So I rejoice when I notice improvements, keep doing whatever I've been doing, hope for the best, and stay plugged into my medical and support resources, as you never know, for sure, if or when the scleroderma rollercoaster is going to change course. 

     

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  20. Hi Quiltfairy,

     

    I can also relate to always imagining the worst, but being relieved to have any answers, even if they are negative or another big thing to adjust to.  

     

    For some reason, just like Jo and Sweet, it is stress-relieving for me to imagine the very worst (this'll kill me by tomorrow, for sure!) and then anything less than that seems like a happy little walk in the park for me.  Maybe it's because it changes my attitude from feeling sorry for myself, to being grateful that it's not even worse than it is; and I'm certain that any bits of gratitude improve my mood and sense of well-being. 

     

    I'm sorry you have even more serious medical issues to deal with. The one thing I do know is that you have the solid determination to tackle them head on, come what may, as that somehow always shines through in your posts, even during those moments when you might be feeling at your wit's end.  Here's some more hugs, to help you get through today. 

     

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  21. Hi Curt,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums.  Jo is spot on, as always, in that this is not normal and you need to contact your surgeon/doctor right away. 

     

    The normal progress is to be able to be able to gradually return to normal eating. Unfortunately, many esophageal surgeries are botched, and require fixing by a more experienced surgeon.  I hope you're just encountering a slow healing process; but that foamy substance and things not staying down would get me straight back into the doctor's office or even emergency room. 

     

    My late husband had a Nissen Fundoplication surgery many years ago.  He had an extremely successful surgery and was back to regular eating, with no heartburn, very quickly.  He never had any foamy stuff and he was able to eat regular meals (not just a few bites) within a few days of surgery, but of course according to his post-op instructions. 

     

    The only frightening thing about it, for me, was that his surgeon had a bunch of other patients lined up at the same time -- and all  of them were re-operations to fix botched esophageal surgeries that were originally done by less experienced surgeons. 

     

    I'm an absolute stickler for researching anyone who's going to operate on me (in non-emergency situations).  I research them online, interview them, compare hospital safety and expertise ratings, etc.  And if you need this fixed, for any reason, I strongly suggest you find that top medical center and surgeon for it in your area.  You'll know you've found them when you see them reporting that they are the one who repairs the messes made by other surgeons, and when that is far and away the most popular surgery they do.

     

    Please, see the doctor and let us know what you find out, will you?  

     

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  22. Hi Marysue,

     

    Welcome to Sclero Forums.  Although I'm not a doctor and have no medical training at all, one thing I can say is that I've never heard of anyone describe morphea as looking like a patchwork tic tac toe. 

     

    If it were me, I'd see a dermatologist who specializes in skin diseases, right away.  It'd more likely be another skin disease and certainly, skin cancer is always a concern with any new lesion.  I'm sure you know that some types of skin cancer can be rapidly fatal if not caught in time, and may even advance underneath the skin so as to not be so obvious, but younger folks reading this thread may not be aware of that.  And of course, it could be something as normal as dry skin, or as common as eczema.  The only problem is, it takes a doctor to diagnose and treat, whatever it is. 

     

    Please let us know what you find out, as it may help other people who stumble across this thread, down the road.  

     

    And, don't be a stranger, just because you've had morphea forever and a day!  Many of our members have morphea and our new ones especially always appreciate hearing from someone who has had morphea for many years.  

     

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