I feel lost and all alone despite my wonderful husband and sons. I came home from lacrosse practice -- which I didn't even get out of the car to watch because the heartburn was so bad. By the end my back and sides sent me into meltdown mode. I've just been diagnosed with systemic sclero/chronic myofacia pain/ fibromyalgia and I get to go to the MS clinic on April 1st. I can tell already what a wonderful 40th birthday I will have this year. Honestly I just don't know what to do or who to turn to. I really don't believe my rheumatologist knows that much about scleroderma. She is literally waiting for my hands to turn blue and that's it. Meanwhile my heartburn is so painful along with the multitude of symptoms. Does anyone have any advice for coping or finding a doctor in Florida?