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enjoytheride

Feeling sorry for myself this morning

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I know most of you (probably all of you) are not goat farmers, but I love the silly, interesting creatures.

 

Mostly I have had good luck with my small herd because I have tried to minimize the chance of accidents.

 

But yesterday morning I found one of my 4 month old bucklings had choked himself. I should have seen the possible peril but didn't so I have been beating myself up over his loss. I don't know why I feel that I should prevent them from ever having the chance to make a bad choice but I do.

 

Anyway, it was my fault, I know I can't see everything that can go wrong and feel so bad right now.

 

I just want to get it out so that I can get over it- being stressed is not good for my health.

 

Rest in peace little Hock- I'll miss you. Your brother Knee is sad too.

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Oh no, Enjoytheride, how awful! Whatever happens to animals in our care we feel responsible for even when we aren't. Remember that little Hock had a fabulous life, as short as it may have been it was a happy one and you can't ask for more than that.

 

Take care. :emoticon-hug:


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I'm so sorry about Hock. When you share your life with someone (regardless of species), their death hits hard. I'll be thinking about you both and also Knee.

 

Warmest hugs,


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Thank you for your thoughts. I couldn't seem to get past the blame thing yesterday until I wrote it down. I do feel better today- more just sad rather than angry with myself.

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Hello Enjoytheride

 

I'm so sorry to read about poor Hock; those of us that have animals and love them understand how awful you feel. At least the 4 months of his life were happy and he was well cared for and loved throughout that time.

 

Run free at Rainbow Bridge Little Hock. :crying:


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