I am a forty-six-year-old mother of three children, and I have two grandchildren. This might seem like a tirade, but I am anxious to know if anyone has had a similar experience. I have been diagnosed with fibromyalgia, ulcerative esophagitis, Gilbert's syndrome, diverticulitis, peripheral neuritis, and trigeminal neuralgia. I lost all taste sensation for about eight months, at one stage, but all that showed up in pathology was an elevated erythrocyte sedimentation rate (ESR).
When I was ten, I got this huge, black blood blister on the roof of my mouth, which stayed for years. I had it x-rayed and they put it down as a mucous cyst, stating that it was highly unusual! Over the years, I have had blood blisters, the size of grapes, in my mouth. The doctors are mystified by it! I have also had blood blisters on my thighs, stomach, and chest as well as petechiae.
I have had surgeries for dislocated joints, a hernia, and removal of my gallbladder and tonsils. I have also had a nephrectomy because of kidney cancer, and sutures to hold my pregnancies. I lost my first two babies preterm and all my kids were premature.
My antinuclear antibodies (ANA) ranged between 1:40 to 1:640, and I have always had abnormal liver function tests as well as elevated serum ACE and ESR levels.
The only reason I have listed everything is in the hope that one of you may have had similar experiences. I know it sounds like a hypochondriac's diary, but I am really desperate to get some answers or to hear from others in the same boat as me.
Since my first letter in 1999, I have had many unnamed illnesses. I am just getting over my third attack of trigeminal neuralgia. It is the most excruciating thing I have had to deal with. It lasted over a month this time and gradually subsided. My blood screens for this period were way off the chart. They showed extreme inflammation in my body. The doctor did not tell me the levels, but I had to go back for repeat tests.My hair was falling out by the truckload. I don't have any bald patches, just overall hair loss.
In May 2001, I developed three blisters the size of hardboiled eggs on my stomach. I foolishly burst them and copious amounts of fluid came out. The lesion had three points of hemorrhage on the surface, and it deteriorated into a severe ulcer. I had skin biopsies. Nobody offered a diagnosis. Nobody had any idea. Nobody had seen anything like it. Possibilities thrown at me included a burn and a white-tailed spider bite. The biopsies simply showed ulceration. Eleven weeks later with fresh dressings every second day, none of us is wiser, except that I have a huge, ugly scar.
At the same time this was happening, my left knee started dislocating again for no reason, and my problems with endometriosis began. I felt bamboozled by all these things. My serum iron levels were very low, but the doctor suggested that this could have been from the loss of all the fluid through the ulcer on my stomach.
My fibromyalgia has been really bad over the last twelve months, and I find I have to sleep often. The trigeminal neuralgia caused my blood tests to be extremely abnormal. Over the last two years, I have had two hysteroscopies for endometritis (not endometriosis). It seems that instead of being 2 cm., my endometrium is 14 cm.; all due to inflammation. My gynecologist just wants to wait and see if it sorts itself out.
Of interest is that they have found I have an abnormal Alpha-1 Antitrypsin (A1A) gene, supposedly passed down through my Danish heritage.
Since my last update, I have also had another liver biopsy, which showed inflammation, but no scarring. I have long ago given up trying to find what is wrong with me.
New email address needed.
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Story posted 7-7-99
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