At age ten, I developed a rash on my leg that never went away and would not respond to any treatment. Subsequently, I was diagnosed at age fifteen with morphea scleroderma.
I knew nothing about the disease and went on with my life thinking I had a skin disease. I have the neck ring, and everyone thought I had a dirty neck. I also have the discoloration on my forearms and across my lower back.
Since my initial diagnosis, I have had four pregnancies. One was a miscarriage and my last two were premature. I had four spontaneous pneumothorax (collapsed lung) in three months and severe migraines, two of which resulted in stroke-like symptoms.
I finally saw a rheumatologist about six years ago who told me I had Raynaud's phenomenon and telangiectasias (spider veins) on my hands. Blood work was ordered, but I was getting a divorce and as soon as the divorce was final, I lost my health insurance, so I never went back to the doctor.
These last few months, I have had asthma attacks or tightening in my chest, and heart palpitations. I freeze in air-conditioning, and I have just recently developed lesions on my torso. In just one week the lesions went from size two to twenty-three, with all but one of them being symmetrical. I have also been complaining of joint pain, but my blood work shows no arthritis. I am tired, but do not suffer from diabetes or hypothyroidism (which runs in my family). Since the lesions have appeared, my hips hurt constantly.
I am looking for someone else who may have the same symptoms, as this disease affects us all differently. I am finally going to a rheumatologist at the Cleveland Clinic where they say they have several scleroderma patients, so they are familiar with it. Different doctors have told me that because my test results come back normal, it must be in my head! I know, 'Been there, done that!'
I am now Chair of the Scleroderma Awareness Committee as well as the Graphic Designer for the International Scleroderma Network. I became involved in this as a result of a class project I did for scleroderma awareness while attending Virginia Marti College of Art and Design in Lakewood, Ohio. I earned my Associates Degree in Graphic Design in the spring of 2002.
I have morphea with possible CREST Scleroderma. I have a cousin with diffuse scleroderma, and my only sister has lupus. This is why scleroderma awareness is a high priority for me. I feel that the more people and doctors know about this rare and baffling disease, the closer we come to finding its causes and its cure.
We all need people who understand what we are going through. Thank you for the opportunity to share my story.
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Story posted 9-3-01
Story update posted 2-11-02
Story edited VH1: JTD 9-5-03
Story Editor V1: Judith Devlin
Pregnancy and Scleroderma
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